walk the talk.

its funny when some claimed that they are simple people, when in fact they are NOT.
how can u say u r simple when u know u are way more complicated than that! geeeee.. SNAP OUT OF IT ALREADY! just admit it! man up! there is nothing more pathetic than not having the balls to just BE YOU. is there anything to hide?

well. at least on my side, i still feel im a simple man. despite my liking on looking-my-best ( well, i try to. .), i dont have any particular must-wear brand or designers and stuffs. i just wear what i feel looks good on me. its more of personal satisfaction, than pleasing others. when im sad, i'll tell. i wont be self-pity and expect my other-half to mind-read me. and when im happy, i'll say thank you for the wonderful time and for being apart of my life.

money is an issue for me, but then again dats personal. im glad i inherit some of my mom's good-with-money trait and my dad's dont-spend trait,albeit minimum. i have yet to come to a desperate time like ZERO money to eat and such so far, but i do have to cut down on my shopping trip. Sigh~

other than that, i think im pretty much an independent person. well, being single does have its disadvantages (e.g: no one to hold hands in wayang, no one to sms, no one to come home to, no one to cuddle with and the list goes on..) but so far, i manage just well (i'd like to think so..). im glad i have good friends to be with me in ups and down, and a family to come home to.

people are so complicated. when i try to make new friends, it rarely works. some accused me of being too cocky, i wonder why? well, friendship is the only thing i can offer and thats that. but, apparently its not good enough and i get all the bad labels. people like to think too much and for me, a coffee talk is just a coffee talk, and a dinner is just a dinner. well, most of the time, i get ignored for turning down the offer to meet, which i politely decline because i dont even know them YET! does that mean im not interested? hell no. im just being cautious. i'd love to but can i get to know more about you 1st? sheesh. f.r.e.a.k.y.

anyways, the point is.. some people are so complicated. they say one thing, and act so differently. honesty is the best policy. but am i too naive to be asking this?