i love you.

no, this is not the stereo-type love. this is something bigger than any significant half (well, its easy to say.. i dont have one.. =p) but, hey. . all im saying is, I HEART MY SISTER. i got to spend the weekend with her and it was awesome. i honestly cant remember the last time we did this. . maybe when i was a kid? we sort off parted our own ways when she had to leave to some elite boarding school at the age of 13. well, little did she know, she was my INSPIRATION. of course, i didnt say that to her.. u know how boys are with emotion (not to mention ego too?.. blame the gene.. tho im SURE mine is more toned-down than the average.. at least, dats what i think)

so when i was 13, i followed her footstep. i still remember our little conversation in our small car. it was short. . but it WAS (still is. .) EVERYTHING. the life that i have come to know today has been made since the day i decided to be like her. i was offered to some boarding school too. . well, they said its an elite, but who cares. all that mattered to me at that point was, i got to go somewhere far too (thr was definitely some sibling-rival going on. .hahaha! in a good way of course) but, when mom asked me whether i really wanted to go, i remembered i sort-off hesitated to say YES, then my sister looked at me, and said.. "GO!" . . and the rest, as people say, is... HISTORY.

anyways, she is an awesome person! i absolutely love her for being who she is! well, she is the shoulder for me to cry on (yes. i do cry.. uve got problem with that, PUNK?) whenever i have some serious issues (and i always, and still do..) i always try to be there for her when she needs me (i hope, i did enough.. shes not really the kind that opens up to people. . she is like my dad..and, i erm.. more like my mum?..) maybe she doesnt know how important she is to me, because well.. for a start: I DONT REALLY SHOW IT (told u to blame the gene..)

and, erm. we've all grown up before we knew it.. and the fact that she was thousands miles away for 5 years or so didnt help that much.. we definitely have missed out on each other! so, yeah. i got to spend time over the weekend with her.. we didnt do anything much. we were in bed talking, went to meet cousin (which i love too..) to do some catch ups, eating and watching some tv series together on bed (no, i was watching, she was TRYING to do her report..hahaha..)

anyways. u seem happy now. im happy for you. and just so u know, i love you and u are the best sister i have ever had in my life (well..i know i just have YOU, but dats besides the point..) YOU'RE THE SHIT!! DONT CHANGE A THING!!! =) =)