People can say stupid things sometimes. So do i.. but more often than not, i'd be sure not to repeat the mistakes. Well its true that some people say, that it hurts the most to hear it from the ones u loved - oh boy, i would know.
Those u love can be very insensitive sometimes, but can u blame them? Ignorance is bliss, thankyouverymuch. but then again, how can u be so fcuking self-absorbed and an ignorant bastard at the same time? Everything i wear is never good enough for you, what i buy is "buruk", as what u'd like to put it.. u never like my hairstyle tho u know i dont settle for second-rate stylist.. u hate my mustache and loathe it when i keep my facial hair but u know, some people dont have too much spare time to spend in front of the mirror.. oh, and im never skinny enough for you.
Did it ever occur to you, that THOSE are actually what I WANT? unlike you, i dont need to appear good ALL THE TIME. im a human being, i have my bad moments. sometimes, i wake up one day and just wanna look messy.. i DONT groom myself everyday. im lazy. i dont want to. on a certain month, i just wanna be fat! i wanna indulge myself with ice-cream and cookies.
i can go around looking all-so-shitty, and not be bothered about it.. because I CAN. Can YOU? U care too much about what people think.. tho i doubt the world does not revolve around you. well, we are all different. You have ur likings, i have my mine.
I'D RATHER BE LABELLED "BURUK", THAN CONFORMING TO UR IDEAL. IM A PERSON TOO!
i have flaws.
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