need time, i need MORE time.

ive heard people said,

well, if u dont have time, MAKE ONE!

this is exactly what im trying to do now. despite all the close deadlines, i found myself volunteering for a home's open day this come Saturday. Ive been contemplating whether to do this or not since last month, and in the end i figured there will never be the right time to do things like this. the only way to go, is to JUST DO IT.

i know ive been trying to reasons out with myself.. "its not like i dont want to, but its just that im really, really busy noW"....

then i realised, THAT WAS PRECISELY WHAT I SAID ON EVERY OTHER CHARITY WORK OPPORTUNITY coming in. what have i become? i cant believe that i have turned into some self-centred person, without me knowing it. i dont like this. oh come on, its just for one day! seriously, how busy can i be right? i need to take some time off and start looking at people around me.. if they can do it, why cant i? besides, if this means putting back some smiles on their faces, im sure i can squeeze in some time, somehow.

well kids, see you there! =)