Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Fine line, maybe.. .

There is a fine line between sharing ur joy and happiness and coming across as bragging. I sure hope i havent crossed any of it, YET.

Right now, im just too happy with what i can do and achieved. This in no way means i'd like to brag, its just that all these while i had been experiencing some self-doubt about what i can achieve in life. I know that i wasnt blessed with good brains and all that, that is why i believe in hard work. But sometimes, it gets harder to believe in what u believe when the reality isnt always that kind.

But recently, i can see some hope. I figured, that hard work do pay and i just need to trust myself more. So, ive been sharing this happiness to some of the people i know before it hits me that i may have come across as being too cocky. I feel the need to talk about it because that is how i keep myself motivated. I need to acknowledge and keep reminding myself that all those hard work will show result. It was not my intention to do that, but sadly such perception is reality to some. No one has ever come to me saying that, but being an observant person i am, their facial expression speaks more than what they may want to convey.

I guess, i have to be more careful with what i say next time. Not everyone is comfortable with honesty. Well, i told them about the good grades i got, but at the same time i was not embarrassed to admit i scored a zero for some damn test. If i were to be bragging, why would i parade my stupidity too? Unless, of course.. i am some stuck-up asshole that not only likes to brag, but is stupid too. You think?

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