Wednesday, February 3, 2010

da-da-da-da. .

my sister first introduced me to this song awhile ago, when she was dealing with her own personal issue. i never asked what happened tho, not because i dont care, but because i know people like her value her privacy more than anything else (if u read this, i want u to know.. u can always come and talk to me.. and i want u to be happy above all else..). this song by pink is stuck in my head and i just couldnt get enough of this! its not like i have someone to beg not to leave, I JUST LOVE THE SONG. now youtube is my best friend (virtually..mind you) because i aint got facebook.

the lines that hit me the most is "how did i become so obnoxious, what is it with you that makes me act like this?".. now THIS is a serious reality-check moment to me. it took me awhile to realise that i sometimes let my emotion gets the best of me. things like LOVE and EGO can be damaging to ourselves.. we do crazy stuffs, and the worst part is, we do not have a complete awareness of it- clouded by all these drives.

down the memory lane, when i was really naive. i guess now i know what caused the break-ups(plural?).. i was NEEDY. as many would say, the first step to be better is to recognise what needs to be fixed. sure enough, its not as easy as button-switching, but it takes us one-step closer to be better. and THAT is a good thing, no?

check out the song on youtube here-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNdPcP1lTPI

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