relationship 101.

hello hi. i havent been myself lately. i knew all along something is missing in my life, but its not something i like to think that much. well, at least not until recently, i realised something different is happening. its a huge shift in the lives of people that i know and care dearly. i noticed, they all have a different kind of smiles, a different kind of vibes. i dont know what they are, but i know its a GOOD thing. (ok, i lied. i know why..)

if u guys read this, i wanna say congratulation for finding the right one! i am really happy for u guys! and thank you for reminding how GOOD it feels to be having someone to look forward to see on the weekend. seeing u guys all pumped-up while getting ready made me thinking too. maybe i should too? well, i gotta be honest. im not the person that can be influenced easily, im a man of my own. i do things that i want, whenever i want. so, i hardly conform with others. but, THIS time is different. I DO FEEL THE PRESSURE.
maybe its time i settle down too? ok, settle down sounds way too forward, perhaps i start small- dating?

ok, i have butterflies in stomach whenever i think of this word. I KID U NOT!
despite my age, im pretty bad at this. ive been to few dates (countable), but this one thing that i dont get any better at! pathetic huh? anyways, if u are looking for the relationship 101, i think u have come at the wrong place. i know jack shit about relationship!

*Note: my friend is match-making me with a friend of his. wtf? did i actually let him do this? i dont know.. i didnt want him to, but i wasnt saying any NO too, was i? LOL