*perfection

In pursuit of perfection, I always find myself stumbling. The past, without fails always haunt me to this very day. What could I have done differently? Perhaps, EVERYTHING.

For some strange reason, I became bitter. I had my graduation last weekend, but I dont remember anything. Except, when I saw a bunch of my friends who were willingly waiting for me outside the hall just to greet me with smiles - PRICELESS. Thank you guys for the flower, but more importantly the presence. I really appreciate it.

Sure my family was there too. I cant help but to feel a little disappointed. Well, they could all be in Manchester by now, had things gone a little differently. I had a mixed feelings, and I didnt start my morning well. Ah, quite typical for my family. Whenever we have something big going on, there is always some unnecessary arguments. Didnt need to hear comments in the early morning of my big day, so I dismissed them.
Those who know me well, know that I DEFINITELY KNOW HOW TO DISMISS UNNECESSARY THINGS. Thats what I do best. I think as I grow older, I realised that I cant please everyone. So, why bother trying?

Enough said, I recently have had some interviews going on. There are more to come sometimes next week, so lets hope I'll do well yeah. What I seek in my career is job satisfaction. I also realised that I do not want to be stuck behind some desk, doing calculation of some sorts. So, that writes off "accountant" from the equation. Now, I have one less options to choose from. Pheww.

p/s: I dont know what I want.