of love and me. .

i just got back from meeting my bestie's significant half. well, this is the second time, and the second person i got introduced to, by my friends whom, on the contrary to myself, seems to be doing really well in love department. well, unlike conventional love-birds, they prefer to remain discreet but i can assure you, the mysterious chemistry did come across and it is growing strong! i thot to myself, THIS CAN ACTUALLY WORK for both of them! my friend is everything but discreet, and his loved one is annoyingly (i quote, mind you..) discreet? so, i figured its PERFECTLY PERFECT!! THERE SHALL BE A GOOD BALANCE! a complementary duo?

but there is one issue left. apparently, he cannot see himself with his loved one in the future living together until the end. so, i told him.. of course u cant. because its not the future yet.. u wont know, but would u please give it a try? but i couldnt blame him for being such a risk-averse. anyone, in his shoes would have to be one.. no, anyone in his shoes would probably go crazy already, and that he handled all the previous heartbreaks pretty well. u ought to start a class on that! i'd sign up! hahhaa. .

but, babe.. life is a gamble. loving someone is a gamble. u have to jump right in to know if they really are the one for you.. its like looking for a needle in a haystack.. its a LONG painful process, but at the end of the day.. u KNOW u r not looking for something IMAGINARY! yes, i believe THE RIGHT ONE does exist. call me naive, but for each heartbreak that happens, u r one step closer to meeting the right one.. well, of course it is easier to say than done, otherwise why the hell am i NOT dating anyone yet? yurp, i didnt say its easy.. im still figuring out what i want. . but i know, i would NEVER STOP TRYING. im not done just yet, and so should YOU babe.. u r young, hip and cool.. u still have time to explore.. and sure you'll get hurt a little, few heartbreaks here and there, but isnt it worth trying? well, at least i know it IS for me. .